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Apprehension  by crazy2thgrl
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Apprehension :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 5 13
Happy Birthday by crazy2thgrl
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Happy Birthday :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 11 23
By the window by crazy2thgrl
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By the window :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 11 17
Noir by crazy2thgrl Noir :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 10 25 Content by crazy2thgrl Content :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 2 8 Grandma's necklace by crazy2thgrl Grandma's necklace :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 2 13 Heirloom  by crazy2thgrl Heirloom :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 7 7 Need by crazy2thgrl Need :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 3 8 Fair by crazy2thgrl Fair :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 5 12 Fidget  by crazy2thgrl Fidget :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 2 12 Part by crazy2thgrl Part :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 3 13 You For E Ya by crazy2thgrl You For E Ya :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 6 20 Want by crazy2thgrl
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Want :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 17 19
Shy by crazy2thgrl Shy :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 5 24 Nonchalant  by crazy2thgrl
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Nonchalant :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 20 21
Unteal we meet again... by crazy2thgrl Unteal we meet again... :iconcrazy2thgrl:crazy2thgrl 13 8


Madison by DanOstergren Madison :icondanostergren:DanOstergren 260 22 {n y c t o p h i l i a } - 1 by zingruby {n y c t o p h i l i a } - 1 :iconzingruby:zingruby 1,056 19 Badass! (Sketch) by OneGirlOneNightmare Badass! (Sketch) :icononegirlonenightmare:OneGirlOneNightmare 7 2 Bodyscape 3 by justcuriouss
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Bodyscape 3 :iconjustcuriouss:justcuriouss 8 0
Soldiers by CarlTheCobra Soldiers :iconcarlthecobra:CarlTheCobra 6 1 Time for romance by MissNickyX
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Time for romance :iconmissnickyx:MissNickyX 128 93
|+Cutie +| by DjGalaxia |+Cutie +| :icondjgalaxia:DjGalaxia 9 22 Hmmm by mistrwrightnow Hmmm :iconmistrwrightnow:mistrwrightnow 4 0
recovery crawl
is kinder 
than leaving.
sometimes I wish
your last words were 
a hand against my cheek,
a fist to my chest, 
an arm around my neck,
nails on my wrist.
the ache more real
and easy 
to find. 
every night I ache and
I point all over. 
mostly my heart,
mostly my mind,
to the words stuck 
that won’t loosen 
that wedge themselves
in my teeth and fall out when
I’m drunk,
in his lap. he doesn’t need them, boy
that loves me until his
teeth rot, who says I don’t
deserve you who constricts 
my waist with his hands and who
whispers I love you before 
we fuck. he’s got courage like
the front lines of warfare, 
throwing himself into the densest dark
he’s ever felt up. thinking he can 
map it and find me waiting 
white and red on the other side.
the boy that says I love you knowing
he will gnaw the silent night
in return. who says it anyway. 
what does he do w
:iconkaitforest:KaitForest 146 20
Angry marshmallow and a flower! by OneGirlOneNightmare Angry marshmallow and a flower! :icononegirlonenightmare:OneGirlOneNightmare 1 4 Shape II by frees Shape II :iconfrees:frees 2 0 The Counting House by frees The Counting House :iconfrees:frees 7 3 Crawling in my skin by notwhatyouthink85 Crawling in my skin :iconnotwhatyouthink85:notwhatyouthink85 1 0
The one who killed me
Our hearts met a lifetime ago
And touched for a brief moment
My soul felt a sense of vertigo
And I was released from my torment
My world became subsumed by you
A joy unlike any I'd ever felt
I knew you were feeling it too
I was afraid my heart might melt
I sought a way to let you know
To take that daunting first step
But then I misspoke, you had to go
And I was left only with regret
For eons I dreamt of your return
I cried, pleaded, prayed, and raged
Why did you choose my love to spurn
Was that connection I felt staged?
Ages later you reappeared
To let me know why it ended
It was exactly as I had feared
Something in me left you offended
We remained friends for a time
Though I still longed for you
Oh that I could make you mine
But you loved another, I knew
Up and down, friend and foe
We danced for what felt like ages
Through it all I think you know
You kept my soul and heart in cages
I sought many times to fill
The hole you'd left in my being
The despair I sought to kill
But relief was
:iconrexgraine:RexGraine 4 6


I turn 41 on Thursday. I prefer to call it my "20th Anniversary of my 21st Birthday". 😂 Sounds more fun. Can't have too much fun...I plan on being in cross fit class at 5am the day after. 😝


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thomass85 Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
hey how are you :aww:
Are you still occasionally online :) xx
MissNickyX Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for adding my photo to your faves sweetie x
crazy2thgrl Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017
You're welcome!😘
MissNickyX Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you :hug:
digitaldesciple Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Professional Photographer
Happy Birthday beautifulBirthday cake  icon   Blowkiss valentine fella (Love) Flowers fella (Love) 
crazy2thgrl Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2017
Thank you!!
digitaldesciple Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Professional Photographer
Your welcome Blowkiss valentine fella (Love) 
OneGirlOneNightmare Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist

Have a nice day and or night!
crazy2thgrl Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017
Thanks hun!!😘
OneGirlOneNightmare Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome sweetie!
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